Wednesday, October 05, 2011
10:53:00 pm
Currently having the moment when it's just difficult to actually smile.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
1:16:00 pm
Hello hello hello
This blogging thing is becoming more of a " I'll post when I feel like it" thing. Heheh, but what can I do right, it's not like I'm having a great and relaxed time now to post everyday. What's more, nobody comes here anymore! Hahahaha, which is good in a way because then I can write whatever I want. :D
Anyway, this is just a mental note to myself:
LOUISA!!!!
QUIT WASTING YOUR TIME!!!
You need to study to do well for promos.
You know you hate doing badly in anything so studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
Okay no more self-talk.
Hahaha, self talk reminds me of that civics lesson about positive self-talk. It was hilarious. Remember when I said that we just need to know our civics tutor better? Yup, I think it's true. She's actually really really nice and funny in her own dry way. I feel so blessed having such lovely teachers! :D Except for a few.
Dance is coming along quite okay, with some major downturns and upturns. One day I'm going to go insane from the emotional rollercoaster that I'm not allowed to show. Don't worry about me though, I always come out bruised and battered but at least I learn things and well, I'm still alive. :)
This agains reminds me of that day when I really felt like dying. I thought I had blown it. Don't ask me what "it" is. "It" is everything. Hahaha, or maybe just what seemed like everything that day, yup.
Till the next post then!
Bye. :)
Thursday, March 10, 2011
9:23:00 pm
IT'S ONLY MARCH BUT THE THING THAT I'D HATE TO DO MOST IN SCHOOL HAPPENED.
And it sucked.
: /
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
9:21:00 pm
This is damn weird!!! I somehow managed to lose 5 kg!
Like whoa!!! :O
I think JC life really allows one to lose weight..
Awesome!
HAHAHAHHA!
P/S : Dance was great! I really need to work on strengthening my tummy muscles though.. oh and my back muscles need to recover even more quickly!!!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
4:55:00 pm
Orientation Chapter 11 with OG 16 was a blast!
All those OG lunches, crazy games, MASS DANCE and O'nite.. I'm missing everybody in my lovely OG16<3 already.. Well, at least we still see each other around school. :)
Now, we're already separated into our different CGs and I'm in 15/11 with really cool people I can call my cg-mates. The CT, on the other hand.. hm, I think we just need to get to know her better. Hah. Funny how everybody in other schools have mostly already officially started on lessons, but we TJcians have only just gotten through the intro lectures and the official commencement ceremony will only take place on Monday!
I am rather looking forward to really settling down and being immersed in studying all over again, haha, I think I've absolutely forgotten so many concepts and facts. I'm so dead..especially for chem.
Anyway, yup, I just got infected with the cough and sorethroat by benedick, yay.
Tomorrow, I'll be going out with Vera, Alicia, Rose and Chon. :) Awesome! Miss them so much already.. So looking forward to ASTONS!!!!! Then after that I'll have ballet! :D Had to miss the assisting class today because I totally lost my voice and yep, without a voice, I don't think I'd be able to teach, much less teach well. Then I think next Saturday, there's a NanChiauYoung Mentors meeting, don't know if I'll go, haha, but if I do, I'd have to miss ANOTHER assisting class. :O Ms Chua would kill me..
ANYWAY!!!
Good news and Bad news.
Good: I got selected in Tj Modern Dance! :D Was so happy when I knew, I was jumping around! People probably thought I was crazy, haha.
Bad: Only the cream of the crop of the J1s got picked for the SYF auditions so naaaay.. I wasn't one of the 3 picked. I can't or haven't even learnt how to do those fancy leaps or mastered perfect pirouettes etc.. Mind you, there were some crazy dancers at the auditions so I should have known I wouldn't be picked. :/ You can't tell me not to be disappointed though right! :(
Ta.
Friday, February 04, 2011
3:43:00 pm
It's the CNY Day 2 and I'm at home, resting my poor eyes.
Know why?
I think my excessive rubbing of eyes scratched my sclera ( white part) underneath my eyelids because they're all red when I lift my eyelid up to see the sclera properly. It hurts when I blink so yup, I've officially done something I should not have to both my eyes.
HENCE, I'm laying off the contacts for a few days.
Hopefully they'll recover by Monday because it's MASS DANCE DAY! :D
Can't wait, hehehe.
P/S: Had this dance audition for the modern dance pdp(cca) in tj. The J2s taught us a little of their SYF piece and boy is it difficult to remember contemporary choreography. Because I've been a ballet dancer for about 9 years already, I'm so used to proper names for every steps that now when I'm thrown unfamiliar steps, it is a little disconcerting. There were a lot of floor work too, and I finally know how to roll around on the floor dance-ily. :D So, after some practicing with some help from the J2s, I was able to remember and do the steps decently, I think. Then they said that they were going to VIDEO us because their teacher wasn't going to come and we had to improvise for 2 counts of 8. :O I was like " Whaaaaat?" Worse, we were going to be video-ed 2 by 2, so hell yeah was it frightening! Overall, apart from my extremely oversize green shirt that could have caused me to 'zhaogeng' multiple times and the foreign steps plus improvisation, I think I did okay.. Hopefully, they'll accept me because I really really want to join dance. I'm so going to check the board on Monday.
Crossing my fingers!! :)
Friday, January 28, 2011
6:57:00 pm
Second day of Orientation at TJC today.
Today's much more fun than yesterday, seeing as I've made a couple more friends. :)
The very first one yesterday was this really pretty girl called Fransisca, she's really nice and is quite easy to talk to which is great. :) But she's going to appeal out soon, I was soooooooooo sad. I mean, the first friend I made?!!!
There are also a couple more like Desiree and Peiying and some guy I think his name is Benedick.Then today met another really nice girl called Yongyu and I don't know why but we just clicked and managed to talk and talk without any awkwardness at all, it was so cool, haha. Then I found out that she's a dancer too! I was so happy, haha! Yup, so we attended all the sample lectures including those I had absolutely not interest in and then for lunch and then to explore the school. It was so funny, we totally felt like tourists in the school.
ANYWAY,
I like TJ but everytime somebody mentions VJ, I get a twinge inside of me, kind of like disappointment because it really is my dream school. I can appeal, you say, but I really am not ready to start all over with making new friends yet again and then being the worst in Dance too. So I really don't know what my problem is, haha. Louisa, get over it already. You're not going to VJ, you're not a Victorian, you're now a TJCian so be proud of it alright??
I hate how I'm feeling. I really like TJ ( I am so damn naggy ) but I just don't feel right yet, haha. Totally need more time and more Orientation days.
There's Orientation tomorrow too and it's Chon's birthday! :)
Sunday, January 23, 2011
11:16:00 am
It's 2011 already. :)
In about 3 more days, I'd know which JC I'd be attending for the next 2 years and in 4 days, I'D really be going to that JC for my first time. I'm so excited!!!
Call me a geek but I love school. :P
The O'levels 2010 went pretty well actually and I'm talking about the results. I was sooooooooo relieved when the screen had my name ( and my ancient primary school photo) on it, I literally breathed out loud in relief. Then I saw the results, 6 A1s, 1 A2 and 1 B3. Hm, I thought, maybe one of my humanities became the A2 because I was pretty sure it was Chem that was the B3 ( It's a long sad sad sad story ). Then I went up the stage and shook the new principal's hands, smiled for the camera and walked off to where I was not supposed to be at, became flustered and then got my ass quick to the piano where all the others were gathered. THEN I looked down at my result slip. First thing I saw?
ENGLISH LANGUAGE, TWO , A
I started cursing under my breath because my hopes of going VJC would be dashed with a nett score of 5, not 4, because unfortunately I can only deduct 2 points as I don't have HCL anymore. I didn't feel like one of the top students but I kept my emotions in check, not everybody have high expectations and everybody knows the unwritten rule that if you did well, shut the heck up or you'd be labelled an arrogant freak for whining. Don't get me wrong though, I am pretty happy with my results, English just disappointed me. For four years in nchs, I've been trying to get A1 and I've only ever reached A2. Crap. Still, I'm happy most of us did well and would be going to the school of their choice.
Hence, I think I'd be posted to TJC instead. Not a bad thing except for the travelling issue. I might have to wake up at 430 everyday. Oh the horror! I don't really mind though. Because I want to join Dance in jc, I can't imagine the VJ people looking at me and going : "Eew, that girl who came for the appeal auditions? She's terrible! Falling down on stage like that." The people there are nice I swear but you have to understand that I screwed up pretty badly that day. Imagine getting judged on the first day. My goodness.. I'd much rather be the new face at TJ dance. Now I don't even know if I wanna go Tj or Vj. -.- Louisa, how fickle can you get?!
We'll see on Wednesday.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
12:42:00 pm
I'M BACK!
And no shuwei, I'm not dead yet.
Give me 80 more years and I just might be but till then, I'm alive and kicking.
>:P
Anyway, I didn't really stumble into my dear old BOB wanting to break out from my hiatus, I was actually reading my archives and laughing at myself along the way, when I had the sudden urge to revive this blog. So let's see, what did Louisa ( me ) do these 14 months?
1. I became a sec 4!
2. I had new juniors! Hahaha, this is kinda obvious.
3. I took on the O'levels head first!
4. I FINISHED the O'levels! HAH! Waiting for results now.
5. I experienced RED CAMP 7! Which was too splendid to describe with words.
6. I've found out something depressing about that stupid guy.
7. I passed the Intermediate Foundation Ballet exam with DISTINCTION! :D
8. I'm now in the Intermediate ballet and Advanced 1! ( I'm not continuing with the Advanced 1 class though.. sadly. :( )
9. Our little ballet school is holding an INFORMAL perfomance soon! Yay! First time! Hahahaha, I sound like a suaku.
10. OH oh yes and I bought new pointe shoes. This was quite a while ago because soon I'd be needing new ones again.
11. I WATCHED HP 7! HAHA! Part 1 only though and as always, the book is always better. :P
12. I have a fringeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
13. I'm making christmas cards!
14. I was in the midst of looking for jobs but they never got back to me, so I'm all ' Oh, heck it! I never really wanted to work anyway. I'll just go gain more teaching experience with Ms Chua then. ' Besides, once I've graduated from Uni ( which would be ages) , I can work all I want.. until I die that is.
Ohhh and the most recent one is that I broke my earring. :(
SOMEBODY MEND IT FOR ME!!!!
IT'S MY MOST FAVOURITE ONE!!!! Sob sob sob sob!! :,(
One of the pair is still doing fine but the other one really is broken.. I don't know how I'm going to break the news to my mom. She gave the earrings to me as a birthday present when I had first gotten my ear pierced in sec 1.. or sec 2, I can't remember. And I love them so.
So now, I've kept them in a safe place until I get them mended somehow.. and I have stud earrings on. Feels queer, after wearing my lovely diamond ring earrings for years..
So yup, this is the first post, after so many months, for you.
See you soon!
Monday, September 07, 2009
6:22:00 pm
I am so sorry for the lack of posts.
Not many people come here anyway..
and I don't have the feel to blog anymore =/
Give me some time.
I'll come back (:
So for the time being,
you can say that I'm on hiatus.
Bye (:
